There isn't anything that I haven't thought of. Whether if it was for a moment or something I contemplated for a long period of time. My reluctance to give some thoughts further inquiry makes me selfish I guess.
Sometimes we do something not as a choice over something else. But as a notion of there not being another choice. So it isn't that I choose to do something or Think something over something else. It just doesn't come to mind.
What perplexes me is how that is so wrong. Or makes me wrong for not thinking. My brain doesn't work that way. In the 30 years of my mind working one way. It's not gonna be an easy task to retain my way of thinking. (which often times includes not thinking)

Oh well... I'm sure there is something else I could be doing. Just a thought